Help?

I've spent a lot of today and yesterday deciding on what to make my second post about. Do I rehash all that has been said and been happening this last month, or do I start fresh? I was think that I'd talk about loneliness one can feel when being a step parent and being around the original family (the biological mom and dad and kids), but I'll save that for another post.
I still wish to talk about loneliness, but on a different aspect. Here lately I've felt lonely and depressed. I want so bad to talk to someone about my feelings, but who would understand? Who can understand the problems of being a step parent? I know a few step parents that maybe able to help, but the ones I know either won't be able to be objective or haven't been in the situation that I'm in.
Well I did a google search of "Step parent blogs" and I've come to two sites that I hope may be able to help. I haven't joined them yet, but I really think I will. They are: 1. step talk and 2. Stepmothers Milk
I think the later one is what I'm most excited about. She seems to have been in the exact situation I am in now. She was a single lady, then started dating a man with two boys, and then became a mom. I'm really hoping that I can get myself to feeling better with these sites. I can't stand this mood I'm in.
It'll be nice to know (and I mean by name) that there are other people out there that are experiencing my issue, or have experienced it in the past. I just really want to know if the feelings I have are normal, and how to deal with them. That's all I really want right now.

Well here's to hoping,

A step figure